As
graduation is fast approaching I have been constantly thinking about my future.
What will I do? Where will I work? Who will I meet? Questions like these repeatedly
run through my head causing me to lose focus and build anxiety. At the same
time, I find pleasure in knowing that I have the ability to form my future in
whatever I want it to be. The part of not having a structure or time line of
how and when I should achieve things in my life is both completely terrifying
yet exciting. In these last few weeks of school I have done much self-reflection
on what I have already achieved, and how I have achieved it. Sure there are
things I wish I would have done differently, but ultimately the decisions I did
take have lead me to where I am today and today I find myself grateful and
happy of who I am. This constant talk of “the real world” and how I need to
prepare for it no longer worries me, but then I come into a full cycle of
worrying because I’m not worries.
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